::Deep thoughts . . . and not so deep ones.::

:: Wednesday, November 20, 2002 ::

For once I didn't get Trunks . . . .

Seriously, every time I take one of these things. I get Mirai Trunks. I'm pretty sure the only reason I didn't get him is that he wasn't a choice this time. =P

:: Rose-chan 3:53 PM [+] ::
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Writer's block. @_@
I'm sensitive. Can't help it, it's just the way I am. So when I put something I've written up on a mailing list or fanfiction host, I run the risk of getting hurt. But over the last couple of years, I've had far more positive remarks as opposed to negative. Matter of fact, I've had less than ten people tell me they didn't like my work, but never all at once. Now I'm all for creative criticism and all that, but I think some of the authors on one of the lists I'm on got a little carried away with their commentary. Now to be fair, they weren't after my fic specifically, but rather that type in general. But the resulting commentary was so against this type that it bruised my ego quite a bit. I mean, on a list with around 800 members, I was the only one defending this genre. And the ones opposed to it were writers I carry a great deal of respect for, so it hurt a little knowing that they would never read my stories, because I write original characters alongside the series originals. *sighs* I know they didn't mean to hurt me. Hell, they weren't even after me specifically, but what they didn't like about original characters. But they, in essence told me and every other writer on our list that writes OC's that not only would they never read our work, but that other readers wouldn't want to either. Which I know is not true, I mean, they might not read it but others will, but it still kinda hurts. Until my ego recovers, I guess my writer's block will be my little buddy. *scowls* Damn it all.

:: Rose-chan 3:51 PM [+] ::
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Why do I bother?
No matter what I seem to do, I can't make my mother happy. I know I'm not the perfect child, and I know I've made some STUPID mistakes in my life. But I could have turned out a lot worse. *sighs* I know she loves me, and I love her too. But she makes it soooo much more difficult for us both when she's freaking out over my sleep habits or the dishes I didn't wash the night before. Hell, maybe I just need a vacation.

:: Rose-chan 3:43 AM [+] ::
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*snorts* So I got bored already. But I'dve thrown a huge fit if I got Snow White or Cinderella. They're so sweet and helpless. Blech.

Which Disney Princess are you?

:: Rose-chan 2:07 AM [+] ::
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Of cars and Windows
Ah, the never ending joys of WinNT. Blech. Finally we were allowed to reinstall 2000 and it couldn't have come at a better time. My nerves are frazzled to the end after the last week and I don't think I could have handled another wasted class period with the "Blue Screen of Death". *glares balefully at NT* Hey, you'd be stressed too if your car had gone up in flames. Literally. I went out to start it and after it attempted to turn over, I tried again, only to get a loud pop and some smoke from under the hood. No big deal, I've had smoke before. Well, I ran inside to tell my mother that I was going to take her car and jokingly told her that I thought the car was on fire. I didn't know at the time that I was right. Just as I was about to pull out of the driveway in her car, my mother yells for me to stop. Apparently, my car was on fire. Eeep. So after parking hers a safe distance away, she has me pop the hood and that's when we saw the flames. *~* So while she's calling the fire department and my father, she has me spraying the stupid thing with the garden hose. Not one of the smartest things to be doing considering there were parts falling down and popping. @_@ It turned out to be a good thing though. The volunteer fireman said that it kept the flames down. (It still warped the siding over the garage.) So now I have no car.

:: Rose-chan 2:02 PM [+] ::
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Kami-sama forbid I ever figure out this html-like blogspeak. =P And I thought Perl was confusing, yeesh. @_@ I'm gonna go to bed now. Night minna!

:: Rose-chan 3:49 AM [+] ::
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Well, here goes nothin'. Welcome to my blog! ^_^

:: Rose-chan 2:31 AM [+] ::
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